Sacrifice

Sacrifice is an important thing in life, not just in submission, but in life as well. It is a key part of my submission yes. A very key part. I would willingly sacrifice anything i could to make Mistress happy. It got me to thinking about all those who wouldn’t do that for someone. For a friend who needs it, for a love deep in their heart, for themselves even and it made me sad. I think people are colder today than they have ever been. I think humanity is less because of it. I have a friend, and she has someone who claims to be deeply in love with her. We’re talking deep romantic sweep you off your feet love.. or so he claims. I’m not sure i believe him anymore. But you and i know.. those of us with caring in our hearts, with someone we love, a child to hold, or someone who looks to us for guidance and solace, sacrifice is essential to those feelings.. Because if you cared that deeply for someone you would give your all to them, and i do not believe this man is capable of it.  Thats what true love is.. At the core of it, is sacrifice, and compassion and trust. Oh and a warm feeling deep inside;)

Am i sounding jaded towards things. Maybe. Things are in this state of chaos right now. Things are changing and i stay strong in the coming storm. I think i will have a lot to bear as time carries on, and i will do it willingly tending to another before myself. And so i stand, in lace and ribbon with a determined look on my face and music in my heart.

Sometimes I see her down by the river
The water dances on her skin
She can captivate to hit the ice
But she never lets you in
In the dark she lingers
Like a tear without a soul

And I what a lonely girl
Trying to find her way
In this mixed up messed up world
And I see so many faces just like her
So many broken hearts in the world
And I what a lonely what a lonely girl

He said lately she’s been watching the weather
The weather doesn’t know what to do
’cause sometimes when its cold outside
That’s when she’s feeling blue
But I see through her sadness deep into her soul
All she’s wants to have is someone she can love to make whole

And I what a lonely girl
Trying to find her way
In this mixed up messed up world
And I see so many faces just like her
So many broken hearts in the world
And I what a lonely what a lonely girl

Isn’t it regrettable’
Oh isn’t it regrettable
She finds her love and then she lets it go
And I see so many faces just like her
So many broken hearts in the world
And I what a lonely what a lonely day

And I what a lonely girl
Trying to find her way
In this mixed up messed up world
And I see so many faces just like her
So many broken hearts in the world
And I what a lonely what a lonely girl

And I what a lonely what a lonely girl

Copyright Sandi Thom

~ by littlegirl84 on July 8, 2008.

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