Journey into Switchdom for this little girl
Sometimes, just sometimes Mistress indulges my minute defiant side, encouraging me to bring it out only at her wish. But only if i have been exceptionally good before that point, and only if Mistress is in the right mood( meaning bad mood mostly). Mistress has a favourite plaything, who, while not her sub brings out things in her that make me tremble with excitement( and sometimes a type of jealousy as i would like to experience that with her sometimes).
This toy loves humiliation, loves pain and degradation. He will literally do anything she asks and i am not sure he has any limits. Last night Mistress had me publicly dominate him with her. I have only dominated once before with this toy as well and never at all publicly. She ordered me to let my frustrations out on him and have fun. It was kind of fun toying with him. I didn’t get any sexual kicks out of the domination but the controlling aspect was kind of heady.
I think i have a cruel streak. I took a lot of pleasure in putting him verbally in his place, reminding him he was being dominated by a slave, that he was lower than even me. Making him call me Ma’am. giggles. I took pleasure in emphasising how humiliating what was happening was and what a little slut he was. I whipped him in places i know the pain would be most from my own experiences, i scratched at his back and i used pain mixed with pleasure for him as Mistress worked him from behind;).I sucked him off, taking great pleasure in using my teeth on his cock… Something i have had vanilla boyfriends explore, but a little more gently.
It was fun, and the power was heady and intoicating.. Does this make me switch? I don’t think so. It has only been twice and i do not think i could do it without Mistress’s order too. Did i have fun? yes.
Did Mistress enjoy it? ” mmm you were delicious as a dom tonight dear” ( quoted from my dear Mistress)
sweet little girl ona journey.
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